Sunday, November 25, 2007

"I Can Read!"



Tala can read all by herself! She is reading Clifford's Phonics Fun Pack #1 and is almost done with the 12 books in the pack. I hardly have to intervene or correct her. She is doing great sounding the letters and the words.

Like everything with Tala, it happened all of a sudden على غفلة! She is an observer. We don't witness her trying things or learning her way to doing them. She would observe and then decide to do whatever it is when she feels she's ready. And it all takes us by surprise to realize that she can! I remember we did speech therapy with her when she was almost 2, because she was silent. Few months after she started, it was like somebody pushed her "Talk" button. The therapist was amazed as much as we were. Tala knew how to talk, but she didn't try it out. Once she started, there was no stopping her... Up to this day!

Tala is so proud of herself--rightfully so. When we went shopping yesterday, she told every cashier and person she had the chance to talk to, "I can read!" For some reason, I thought we were late in starting Tala to read. I thought that Moody started reading at an earlier age. Moody learned reading using the same Clifford Phonics Packs. And actually, he read his first book by himself on March 7, 2006. He was 5 years and 9 months. Tala was a week short of 5 years and 3 months when she read her first book. Way to go, Tala. I am a very proud Mama!


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On the nanny front. We found a nanny that started on Monday. Her name is Jeanne (pronounced like genie of the magical lamp). It looks like we found our magical nanny. I told Moody that she made our (mine and Sol's) wish come true of finding the perfect nanny for them. Moody had to take her down the power-struggle lane. He likes her a lot, but he does not like the fact that she has rules, lots of them. He tried to gain some ground on her, but was unsuccessful. I really hope it works out. She is coming to watch the kids today so Sol and I could go to a fun gathering. Her birthday was yesterday, the kids are ready with a cake and candles to celebrate with her!

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Happy Thanksgiving!


Dregias Thanksgiving menu:
  • Turkey
  • Peach and mango chutney
  • Gravy
  • Rice with lamb, almonds, pine nuts, and raisins
  • Candied yams
  • Green beans casserole
  • Baked potato casserole
  • Cranberry poppyseed salad
  • Pecan pie
  • Pumpkin pie (Moody is officially a fan now!)
Guests: Taher, Alicja and Lec and 'drum roll'... BODO!

I went shopping yesterday after work; got home and started cooking while Sol went to fetch us dinner. I cooked the rice with the nuts, sweet potatoes, and baked potato casserole. Moody commented "It already smells like Thanksgiving!" The kids are so excited that Alicja... or Bodo is coming. They have been checking the dining room, anxious to see it set up and take part in that. Last night they wanted to "practice sitting for Thanksgiving dinner." They are also making a list of what they are thankful for.

I am off to finish cooking, shine the silver, and set the table... to be continued!

Today, Sunday, ends the 5-day long Thanksgiving festivities. Good times were had with our guests on Thursday, especially Bodo! He found it in his heart (or tummy) to make peace with Sol. He used to bark at Sol really hard when Sol got home from work and Bodo was here. He did that to me, but not as aggressively as he did to Sol.

I didn't bake any pies this year. We bought both the pumpkin and pecan pies. Moody said he prefers the pumpkin pie I baked last year. Next year I will have to do better at that.

At the dinner table, Moody announced that we need to say the Thanksgiving prayer. He made us all hold hands around the table and he led:

Mashed potatoes
Turkey and gravy
Sweet potatoes
All that stuff
It doesn't matter
The thing that matters is that everybody is here!

Taher was off to take a place in line in front of Best Buy at 11pm so he'll make the 5 am opening with those sweet deals. They call it Black Friday, and it boggles my mind why! I hate shopping in regular days, let alone when people spend the night outside of stores to beat the rest of the crowd.

We did some shopping of our own; got a new Dell for the basement with all the cool gadgets and Windows Vista. A very nice toy. We have a total of 7 computers in the house! Two of them are going out for sure once we clean them of data. Friday's highlight was Sesame Street Live. The kids had a blast, so did we. Saturday was movie night , Shrek the Third, and pizza.

Tala said of Thanksgiving "It was the best time ever!"
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Sunday, November 18, 2007

Life's Happenings


Ohio Map by Moody
We had parent-teacher conferences last week. They both went very well. Moody is confirmed with tests to read at the 3rd-grade level. It was recommended that we introduce him to 2nd-grade math to keep him challenged. Tala's report was impressive too. She is in her way to reading. We have to do more of that with her. Fortunately for Moody, we had Barbi, the nanny, who worked diligently to teach him to read. We were very lucky with Barbi and Alicja.

The nanny saga still continues. On Friday, we fired the second nanny we had since Alicja left in October. That one was a pathological liar... a psychopath. We are on the hunt again. A temp is coming on Monday and we agreed to try it out and see if we should offer her the position.


Columbus Meusum of Art
I am slacking behind in so many things. I have been enjoying the free time on the weekends, just being lazy with the family and not doing much on the piles of things that need to be done! I need to sort out the piles of books and notebooks from my studies. I need to organize the piles of pictures scattered everywhere around the house. I need to sort the kids' closets and do away with the summer clothes and small clothes. I need to launch the 2008 Tibra Awards. That is another story, I'm slacking not just because I am being lazy, but also because I am tired of running it year after year with minimal contribution and help. It is just tiring, daunting, and makes me wonder why the hell do I need to do it? I will have to get to it before December. Or, I will get to it when I get to it.

Moody's face in COSI's Pinwall
Those piles can wait. It is more fun to spend time with the family. Last Weekend, we took a hike in the dark in Sharon Woods' nature trail, with the park naturalist, looking out for flying squirrels. We didn't see any flying squirrels, but lots of deer, and had lots of fun. A trip to the Columbus Museum of Art was entertaining to the kids and to me. Yesterday, we went to COSI and it was the first time in a long time for the whole family to visit it together.

It's Thanksgiving time! The kid are buzzing with excitement! My shopping list is ready. The turkey is ordered. The list of guests not confirmed yet. The kids want to see Sesame Street Live, which had been a Thanksgiving tradition for us. It would probably be the last since they are growing it.



Cat by Tala
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Wednesday, November 07, 2007

From Tala to Bertrand Russell: Dad said "W" is a number

Today was one of those days! Not a bad day, really, just different from normal. Things started to split off their normal track pretty early in the morning, when our nanny (de la semaine) called in to let us know she'd been in an accident on the way in, and she naturally would not be coming. Great! Hana was at work, so it meant I had to get Moody on the school bus and that would give me just enough time to get to my class this morning. But what should I do with Tala? Yes, my only choice was to take her with me. Ahem, cause to pause!

Tala was the quietest, most peaceful 5-year old student I could've ever imagined! After I introduced her, she sat exactly in the center of the front row, and as we'd agreed, pulled out her coloring book and markers and started to color away. And she stayed that way to the end, about 50 minutes! I was just thrilled that part worked so smoothly.

In lecture I introduced some equations, one involving a variable "W" and I said something like, "W is the number of different configurations..." On the way home after class, I was chatting with Tala about her visit to my class and whether she took away anything from my lecture... She thought the whole thing was boring, and added, "Dad, you said 'W' is a number." I thought to myself, sure W is the number of configurations... It wasn't untill a while later when it dawned on me that Tala meant "W" is a letter not a number. lol lol lol.

Tala is right. I should've said "W denotes the number of ..." not "W is the number." I was reminded of my student days and courses I took in logic and philosophy, thanks to the US university education system that requires grubby geeks to take courses in humanities and social sciences. I recalled memories about Bertrand Russell's paradox of self reference and his famous article "On Denoting," and the whole business of confusing the name of something with the thing itself. Tala is a logical little girl, it's just her nature. In about two decades of teaching, I never had a relative in class. Tala was the first, and I was lucky to have her feedback. All n' all, a beautiful day it was, the kind that I'd say is downright spiritual!

Friday, October 19, 2007

The Empire State Celebrates EID

The Empire State building routinely lights up to celebrate and honor holidays and special occasions. The colors of lighting differ depending on the event: Red, white, and blue for 4th of July, green and red for Christmas, blue and white for Hanukkah.

The building lit its all-green lighting, from October 12 to October 14, to celebrate the three days of Eid for the first time.
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Saturday, October 13, 2007

It's Wonderful Eid!



Ramadan gone in a flash! Now it's Eid and Toys'R'Us day. Taking the kids to Toys'R'Us reminds me of the old days in Benghazi when we used to go shopping for toys from the one and only toy store that almost had nothing to offer. It was in the late 70s early 80s.

The only flavor we had of Ramadan this year was when Fairy Godmother Magda visited. I came home on Friday that week, after she told me she was not staying for the weekend, to find the house filled with Ramadan aroma--for the first and only time this year. She was cooking all kinds of things. It was so sweet of her and so nice to have her and spend time with her.

Tala is growing and growing and growing. It is such a delight to see the changes in her. She has a remarkable logic, and is very analytical--taking after her mother. She calls a nap lower-case sleep. Think about it... She's right!

And Moody is growing and maturing... Yay! He said to me yesterday, "Life is doors, and doors, and doors; never ending doors. And the mind is like a big room with lots of doors. Every door you open shows you something new." I was amazed--I didn't think he could think at that level!

We are on the hunt for a nanny again. Alicja had to leave because Lech, her hubby, is relocating to an Indiana job. What a loss for us! When Moody knew, he told her she should leave Lech. And then he strated matchmaking and finding her another husband. His pick was not bad at all. A son of Alicja's friend who's 16 and extremely gorgeous. Anyhow, we found a nanny to replace her who had excellent references. In her second day in the job, I called Sol around 9 am and he was still home. He was making an ice pack for the nanny who now has a broken wrist. Wonderful! Aside from that, she sits all day and keeps giving the kids dimes for finishing chores for her and fetching things. Wonderful!

I am having a blast at work. My job progressed in so many ways and I'm making unprecedented headways and big impact on the business. I received an exceptional raise this month, with the plan to move to a new position--created specifically for me--in January, with more raise. My accomplishments at school seem to be never-ending! I received a message from Fisher this week that I am the recipient of the Fisher Scholar Award and the Weidler Award. More power to me and a pat on the back!

Our Eid started last night with the movie night. I ordered pizza from Donato's for pick up since we can't have them deliver (Sol's doing!) At the pick up window, I was handed 2 medium boxes. Of course, they messed up our order to something not even close to what I ordered. So, the kids and I had to wait in the parking lot till they redo it for us. Sol picked a movie from Blockbuster. 10 minutes in the movie, we decided it was not appropriate for our kids. He said there was another one he could get about a horse and 2 kids and had to do with heading to the West. I told him as long as it was not that Irish stupid movie that we once watched. Of course, he came back and it was that same Irish movie that we asked him not to bring! He had to go back a third time and bring a third one, which I slept through from beginning to end!

Last games for baseball and soccer today and tomorrow. After that it's lunch, the toy store, and maybe a movie. Later today we have 2 nanny interviews. Dinner will be out to a special place.

It's wonderful wonderful Eid... Happy Eid!
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Ahmed: Golden Eagle, Tiger Scout & Dad's Pal

At Ahmed's school, they have a Golden Eagle program for encouraging and recognizing excellence. When teachers "catch" students doing something good, they give them a Golden Eagle Ticket, and a copy goes to the principal's office. At the end of each week they have a drawing, and they give a Golden Eagle Award to the drawn students. Then at the end of the month they get to have lunch with their teacher.




Ahmed got his first ticket in September, but his name was not drawn that time. He got another one October 2nd and his name was drawn on the 5th.




He was just elated with the award. As soon as he got home he called. I found a message from him telling me the good news and adding, "I already called Mom. I love you, Dad." I went ear-to-ear! His first ticket was for academics, but the second was actually for good behavior and helping others. Hana and I were both surprised by that. Ahmed recognized for good behavior? lol lol we both said. Two years ago, when he was in pre-school, Moody was actually suspended two days for telling a teacher, "Tomorrow, I am going to bring my sword and slash you!" The school had a handbook to go by, and it did not differentiate between pre-schoolers and high schoolers. I told them that on the average day then, Moody slashes a half dozen villains, laser blasts a few monsters, and bombs a few enemy camps here and there. That did not matter, the handbook had a certain numbered rule for threats and intimidation, and they had to follow it. We went along but did not let go completely. We arranged a meeting with school board officials, in which we explained that having the same handbook for all ages just did not make sense. They agreed and promised to take it up in their discussion. The following year, the school handbook had a separate section of rules and discipline policies for the little ones. We felt good about that. Since that incident, I think Ahmed started to look at school differently. Last year, we were constantly getting positive feedback from his teacher about his good behavior. He was really concerned about putting a good impression on his teacher. That worked for us because we exchanged information with the teacher about his behavior at home and school, using the same card system (sunny, cloudy, rain, thunderbolt.) Ahmed was really concerned and it meant a lot to him to take sunny cards back and forth. He certainly made a lot of progress. He is also doing very well academically. He gets extra special reading assignments because he is ahead of his class level. Last year they had a special box in the classroom for his reading materials. By the end of the year his report said his reading was above 3rd grade. Yesterday, the teacher who looks after his special reading assignments had him take a spelling test with second graders. They might get the results today.




The Golden Eagle comes with an additional Super Student award and a free meal from Mimi's Café. We have not gone yet-- maybe after Eid.




Ahmed is a Cub Scout now, and Lella Sgheera is a Daisy! I am Moody's Akela. Every boy comes with an adult companion, his Akela, and there are 4 boys in Moody's den. I go with him for his weekly meetings and activities, and we do some things together at home. It seems to be a lot of fun so far. The bandage on his right hand in the above picture is covering up his first stitches. He fell running at the school yard and got a cut. The doctor took him off sports for ten days. Of course, he loved going to the games, sitting on the bench, and telling his mates about his ordeal at the doctor's office, all about the "huge" syringe they used to numb down his palm, etc. From a distance it looked like he was telling them a fishing story. His teammates would ask in complete awe, "Did you cry?" He mostly ignored that question. lol lol He did cry, but was pretty calm when the stitches were taken out. Next Monday, he gets his Bobcat badge and first set of achievement recognition beads. With the Eid this weekend and all the fun stuff on Monday, Mr. Ahmed will be very happy. For Eid, I think we'll take them to Magic Mountain and treat them to some fun. They both deserve it, and they have been very busy lately because they added new activities before ending others. Each one plays two sports, takes tumbling and hip hop classes, cub scouts, school work, etc. Outdoor things are now winding down, and come winter they will start ice skating lessons.

Today, Moody's class is going on a field trip to an apple orchard. He was excited for days, reminding us constantly that we had to pack his lunch, that he wanted a chicken breast and mayo sandwich, and that he would wear long sleeves and long pants if it is cold, etc. Yesterday we bought the lunch meat. He gave his lunch bag to Mom last night and reminded her. This morning he checked it a few times to see what Mom had packed for him before going to work. And it turned out to be a little cold today, so he couldn't wait to slip into his jeans jacket and run out to the bus stop. The jeans jacket falls in the category of Cool. He told me the other day that he didn't wanna look handsome anymore. I wanna look cool, he said. I hope he gets lots of good apples.

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Sweet 16!



Shosho turned 16 on September 23! She had a successful exhibit of her artwork in Cairo recently. She was written up in many newspapers, and interviewed for TV. The most circulated article that covered her exhibit was published on Asharq Alawsat on September 27.

Not to spoil the occasion, but I can't turn off my critical mind: The article says she is not 15 yet, while she already turned 16 days before then and the interviewer knew about it. It could be for melodramatic effect or just a result of poor listening skills. There is another discrepancy in the article contradicting what Shatha really said at the interview, but I'll let it rest now for Hatem's sake lol. Of course, most of our beloved Libyan news outlets copied the article. They are not violating any rights (based on their ethics standards); they added a line citing the source--with no link of course... And then, being that Shatha is Libyan, that makes them the copy rights owners of anything written about her. Ya salam!

Shosho was disappointed in me because I didn't call her or send her flowers on the opening of her exhibit. Rightfully so, Shosho, but it didn't occur to me to do that. It was the first time a dear one holds an art exhibit. And then to add "moisture to the mud", I didn't call her on her birthday! Bad khwela, where can I hide my shame!

Sweet Shosho, you've been on my mind and I didn't forget your birthday. It's just the timing was not right for me. But, brace yourself for what's coming. I love you and am so proud of you. Hold on to the painting above for me as we agreed till we find a way to get it here. I'd say we take Noha up on her offer! hehehe



Happy Birthday!
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An article on al-Araby
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Sunday, September 23, 2007

Summer's End: Idlewild & Falling Water

Today is the first day of Autumn, the autumnal equinox with equal hours of daylight and darkness. Today is also the 12th, 11th or 10th day of Ramadan, depending on when the start was locally declared. It would have been interesting if the equinox coincided with the middle of Ramadan, but it's off by a couple of days. Summer is officially over today, although in other ways, it's been over for a few weeks.

The unofficial summer season in the US starts on Memorial Day (late May) and ends on Labor Day, which is the first Monday in September. Usually people have picnics on Labor day, go out of town, hit the outdoor swimming pools before they close, or just use the long weekend in other ways.

We started the summer with a trip to California, to visit my brother's family. The kids met their cousins for the first time and had a blast at Disney Land. My sister-in-law works there, so we had lots of advantages, including the very highly experienced guides. It was also the kids' first time on a plane. After the first plane took off, Ahmed remarked on the view,"Hey, it looks like somebody drew this." Honestly, they seemed less impressed than I thought they would be with the whole airplane experience. Maybe it is not such a big deal from their perspective, and neither is wireless communication! They were more impressed with meeting Goofy than flying.



Dinsey high point: Moody battles Darth Vader at the Jedi Academy. When he got on stage, Vader pointed to him and said, "Your lack of faith disturbs me!" Hannu turned to me and exclaimed, "How did he know?"

On Labor Day weekend we went to the Laurel Highlands region of Pennsylvania. It was actually completely unplanned. We just decided it on Friday evening, left Saturday and returned Monday. We mainly wanted to take the kids to a special amusement park, called Idlewild, then visited Falling Water, a grown-up attraction, on Sunday.




Idlewild is an interesting children's park, actually established back in 1877. It is an old-fashioned, low-key kind of park. One of its parts is called Storybook Forest, where you stroll through the sets of various children's classics, and we had the perfect weather for it.



A lot of the sets had a friendly person at the door, usually a character from the story appropriately dressed and welcoming the children. The above picture was taken in some sort of schoolhouse set, but the lady playing teacher looked like she had the nastiest migraine headache that could be imagined! Hana and I were not sure whether she was really sick or just acting out the part--we had a blast watching her react to Moody and other inquisitive little brats!




Tala looking crooked in front of the Crooked House



Geppetto's workshop had everything except Pinocchio, which is probably owned by Disney. Interestingly, the park also says it is "the second best children's park in the world," without naming the first!




A big attraction in the park is a trolley ride through Mr. Rogers' Neighborhood of Make-Believe, which is fashioned after the longest-running series on American public TV, created by the legendary Fred Rogers. The show was made at the WQED studios in Pittsburgh, near the campus of Carnegie Mellon, and we used to see Mr. Rogers at the gym. I did not grow up with Mr. Rogers, but for my classmates he was a childhood icon. For Libyan readers who are old enough, I can say Fred Rogers was the Abdalla Krista of American children programming. Mr. Rogers used to start his show singing the theme song as he changed from his work clothes into slippers and a cardigan. One of his cardigans is now at the Smithsonian Institution (a US national museum.) I wonder if Mr. Krista was ever recognized officially for his Children's Corner program on early Libyan radio...



All the rides at the park were old-fashioned, slow-paced, analogue fun




The modern addition is called the Soak Zone, and it was pretty effective... and a good segway to the next part




Falling Water is the name of a house (and architectural marvel) designed by Frank Lloyd Wright in the 1930s, to be used as a summer home by the Kaufmanns. Wright charged $8,000 for his work. The house is built into a cliff side and over a waterfall, and designed to blend in with nature. The floor in one of the rooms is just bare smooth rock, with beautiful fireplaces, terraces, etc. The Kaufmanns ultimately donated it to the state for public use. Back in September of 1987, almost exactly 20 years ago, my father visited me in Pittsburgh and I took him there because he started his career in construction and has always been fond of it. The building connoisseur in him was simply awed by it. The Misrati money connoisseur in him was even more awed that anyone would just give it away-- but also thankful.

Monday, August 06, 2007

Shatha's Creations إبداعات ليبية

My niece, Shatha, is holding an exhibit of her work in Cairo, Egypt, on August 12, 2007.


Poem by Shatha's proud grandfather, Libyan poet Ragab el-Magri.

الشعر بقلم الشاعر الليبي رجب الماجري، جد شذى الفخور.

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Friday, August 03, 2007

A Case of Irrational Integers

The Libyan HIV case came to a negotiated settlement, and the end game may well be to the satisfaction of all parties in the negotiations, or maybe not! That's to be seen. Negotiations are all about making a deal not about seeking the truth. It is the presumed mission of the judicial process and the public discourse to get to the truth. But in all the hubbub surrounding the Benghazi HIV outbreak, it seems unclear what truths have been uncovered, and whether we're asking the right questions to begin with. Who are the victims? How did they get infected? Who did it? Why? Are Libyans safer now than they were in 1998? Those are some of the fundamental issues that need to be scrutinized openly and cooperatively, but they remain either unanswered or unsatisfactorily answered. The core of this weird case, the infected victims, have never really caught the eye or mind of the public, not even the Libyan public. In fact, we know very little about them, so little that it makes you wonder what went wrong.

Much has been written and rewritten about the case by politicians, conspiracy spinners, journalists, and even scientists. The latest variety has to do with comparisons of the commitment of the state to its citizens (Libya/Arabs vs. Bulgaria/Europe) and comparisons of the compensations paid to the HIV victims vs. Western victims in major international cases. Arab pundits complain that the 10-to-1 compensation discrepancy reflects the difference in how much Western vs. Arab states value their citizens. There is some validity to the argument, but the full truth really lies in the healthiness of the relation between the state and the public. In the case of Libya, that relation has been dysfunctional for decades, and the HIV case serves as a good example of failures on both sides.

The attention given to the HIV case ought to have moved us closer to the truth than we were in late 1998. Certainly we do know much more about today than we did initially, but the quality of what we know is poor. Unfortunately, we have not really seen the sort of informative discussion that we need because the attention has come mainly from two camps, with its own prejudgments and preconceived agenda. On one side is the West, states plus publics, on the other is Libya, state without a public. Perhaps we expect politicians and diplomats to circumvent an open, thorough dialog. But we expect better from journalists and scientists, who have brought some of the worst disappointments to the open public dialog. I plan to support this claim with numerical examples from the popular and scientific press, to demonstrate the dullness and disengagement of the public consciousness toward even establishing foundations for the truth, let alone finding it.

The search for the truth does not even have a firmly established starting point in this 9-year-old disaster. Here is a simple quiz you might want to try on people around you:

    Q: In the Lockerbie bombing, how many were accused in court and how many were the victims?

Most readers would find that easy to answer, if not from memory, then based on a simple news search. The consistently reported numbers would be 2 accused and 270 victims. Some might give the number of victims in different units, such as $2.7B, and some might give further details like 270 = 259 passengers + 11 victims on the ground, or the various installments of the payment, etc. There is a high level of consistency from one news source to another, court records to news outlets, and even in casual conversations.

    Q: How many are accused and how many are victims in the Libyan HIV case?

Everyone gets that there are 6 medics accused, or 5 and 1 if there's a preference for ethnic coordinates. Even the hardest racists would make a pretty close approximation at 5. How about the number of victims of the Benghazi HIV outbreak? Here we need to pause, right?

What is your best answer? Many? Hundreds? Over 400? Did you answer the Lockerbie question in the same way?

The two numbers I see most often reported are 426 and 438 children. Sometimes you get the additional detail that 19 mothers also contracted the virus from their infected infants. Does that make the total number of victims 445/457? You never find the latter numbers reported anywhere. You will find lots of reports that say "over 400" or "close to such and such," which might actually come from people who are trying to adjust to the conflict between the most widely quoted numbers. Instead of committing to one or the other, they just say "over 400."

It's natural to wonder which number is right, 426, 438, over 400? Actually, they are all arguably wrong, as I will show below, but that's not the point, anyway. The real issue is why the hell can't it be one number, even after the case has been in the spotlight for almost a decade? The nucleus of truth in this case is the number of victims, and that seed has been shattered with no dispute whatsoever. We don't have one side saying one number and the other side saying another. There is nothing systematic about the use of the various numbers. And we are not talking about some historical natural disaster. This is a case that has occupied the very center of world attention, yet we have everyone saying different numbers completely obliviously? The undisputed variety of something so fundamental says a lot about the level and quality of public consciousness in this case. I think it says that deep down, our awareness of this horrible case is at best approximate, dull or fuzzy; and at worst, people are just indifferent to the root causes.

Before anyone jumps to accusing the West, the North or whomever, let me say the situation is equally bad all across the board. First we'll look at the general picture, then we'll check the Libyan press. I did some simple searches on Google, and here are some raw results:

String

Hits

Normalized Hits

Libya HIV more than 400

217,000

100

Libya HIV 426

77,400

36

Libya HIV 438

53,800

25

Libya HIV 393

33,800

16


The table above lists search strings and corresponding number of hits (or results). In the third column the hits are normalized so that the maximum = 100. These numbers are based on searches from over a week ago, so the results may look different now. Still a number of general observations on the numbers are valid. The data show that "more than 400" is the most frequently used, the numbers 426 and 438 are used with comparable frequency. The number 393 will be explained later, but it should be noted that it is the least frequent of the lot.

Now, what about Libyan news sources?

There are two or three kinds of Libyan news sites. Over most of the past nine years, the official Libyan press hardly paid any real attention to the HIV case. The exceptions have been a few timed propaganda campaigns that could hardly inform any truth seeking process, being full of far-fetched conspiracy theories and bluffs of revealing documented involvement of foreign intelligence, etc. In reality, the Libyan authorities can't even produce the full names of two--alleged--central conspirators identified only as "John" and "Adel." Anyway, for present purposes, we can take as an example of official Libyan press, an editorial in al-Jamahiriya newspaper that I saw in the last couple of weeks. The opening line said, "More than 437 children were infected..." If you stomached that, then you know they're using 438.

An important official reference is the Libyan court literature. Two leaked reports of the courts convened in 2004 and 2006 contain lots of numbers, even multiple accounts of the number of victims! It was surprised to find the official court accusation specifying 393 children and 19 mothers, which did not correspond to my prior “knowledge” from press reports. However, after sifting through the court records, I got a total of less than 300 named victims, including some mothers. Nevertheless, the official court number of 393 means all references to 426 and 438 are false, at least as they are often used in the form of "...accused of infecting X," and "...convicted of infecting X." No one was ever officially accused or convicted of infecting 426, 438 or "over 400" children, contrary to widely circulated reports. Also, even in recent post-settlement reports, people use children and families interchangeably, but in the court records there are multiple families with multiple infected children, in addition to the ones with children and mothers. One of the families has five infected children. That is the kind of painful detail that remains all but hidden from, and also disregarded by the public conscious.

The appearance of the number 426 in court records is of course interesting. I first found it mentioned parenthetically in the court's summary of a report submitted by the defense but prepared for them by an unnamed human rights organization (aka the Gaddafi Foundation!) In other words, according to court documents, the medics were accused of infecting 393 children, but in their defense they specify the number of infected children at 426! I later found the same number mentioned by the prosecution, which might be taken as a sign of confirmation, but why the heck is the Court saying 393 and naming under 300? And why is the families' representative saying other numbers all together? In official Libyan press, the state just talks to itself. No one is heard ever asking, no one gasping, and no evidence of a public. Everyone just kept on picking whatever number suited their purpose. Even the families' representative did not keep his numbers straight, as I will show below.

Outside Libya, there are several unofficial news sites, and they generally can be identified with a political agenda, but they are at least independent of one another. Mostly they are small operations run on the side by individuals and small groups of amateur/non-professional journalists. They mainly recirculate stories from various international news agencies, but they also publish some original news contents of their own. In some cases it seems unclear what's copied and what's original. I chose three different sites, and some search results for them are summarized below, with normalized numbers in parentheses. Again, these numbers are over a week old, but the general picture is probably still valid.

String

Akhbar-Libya.com

Libya-Alyoum.com

Libya-Almostakbal.net

أكثر من 400 طفل

64(79)

24(83)

24(100)

426 طفل

73(90)

10(34)

15(62)

438 طفل

81(100)

29(100)

3(12)

393 طفل

1(0.01)

1(0.03)

1(0.04)


The results might seem to be all over the board, but a few points are worth noting. The numbers 438 and 426 are both used quite frequently by Libyan sites. On the other hand, the number 393 is almost never used, contrary to the big picture of world press! In the case of Libya-Alyoum and Libya-Almostakbal, the number 393 was found only in the leaked court documents from 2004 and 2006, as I mentioned, not in news stories. I find it quite strange that Libya-Alyoum.com, which claims credit for a lot of its copied news contents, does not stick to a single number! In fact, you can even find them using the numbers 426 and 438 in consecutive paragraphs of the same article! This kind of inconsistency defies logic and rational thinking as to its origin, but its implications are unambiguously damning! Imagine if you had an engineering firm designing airplanes by using different densities of aluminum or different values of Pi. The reporting of news must also unify and standardize its "constants," not to mention confirm their validity. This is a news organization that often hosts official representatives of the victims, organizes public campaigns on their behalf, but does not care enough to get the fundamental truth and tell us exactly how many victims there are! Instead of providing a clear, unambiguous message, the Libyan sites are contributing to the ambiguity and disarray.

Take a look at the next table, where I collected most of the numbers that have been used. The variety and range of numbers is just shocking, especially when you consider some of the sources.

Number

Comments

393

The number of infected children mentioned in the court accusation (along with 19 mothers), according to leaked court documents from 2004 and 2006. This number was also picked up by some news outlets. The actual number of named victims in the court literature is under 300.

426

This is one of the two most widely reported numbers of infected children. Its origin seems to be a report submitted on behalf of the accused by the Gaddafi Foundation. But it is also mentioned in the prosecution's argument in September, 2003 and again in February 2004.

430

This is one of the numbers mentioned by Mr. Idris Lagha , a victim's father and president of the Infected Children's Families Association, in one of his many articles. In Libyan court documents, this number is said to come from a confession by one of the accused.

431

This is the number mentioned in a signature campaign that was organized in December 06 by the news website Libya-Alyoum.com. Some 800 people signed the petition, including minors.

433

This is another number specified in an article by Mr. Idris Lagha. The article, “Holocaust of the Benghazi Children” was posted in March 2007 on Mr. Lagha's blog.

436

This is the number according to a statement issued by something called the Libyan Association for the Rights of Children and Women in the Great Jamahiriya.

438

Another one of the two most frequently quoted number in world media. This number is also given by Mr. Lagha in some of his articles and official communications.

460

This is the number quoted by Mr. Lagha after the settlement. The actual quote as I recall was (about 460, among them about 20 mothers.) He might mean 438 + 19 = 457. See the other three numbers given by Mr. Lagha on previous occasions. Interestingly, the first occurrence of 460 that I could find is in an article by a Dr. Hanan Farouqi entitled “Has the whole world gone Zionist?” which was posted by Mr. Lagha to his blog back in February 2007 when he was still saying 433.

500+

This number is mentioned four times in a scientific article published by the Libyan Journal of Medicine. Interestingly, two of the authors are members of LJM's editorial staff, and one of them, the Editor in Chief, also testified in court as a member of the National Experts Committee that reviewed the documents of the case and disputed the findings of L. Montagnier and V. Colizzi.

Close to 600

This number is also mentioned along with the four occurrences of “500+” in the Libyan Journal of Medicine article cited previously.

600

This is the number of infected children that was assumed in the calculations of an earlier article co-authored by an associate editor of the Libyan Journal of Medicine, and echoed in Arabic translations on the official and unofficial Libyan press.

45,000

Yes, forty-five thousand children is another implicitly assumed number in the calculations of the previously mentioned LJM Article.


There you have it, a cross section of the public consciousness—from 393 to 45,000! That's not what I would call sharp or precise, even if you cut it down to 393-438. They are all whole numbers but their collection is completely irrational, and for me, it would not be any less irrational if they included fractions. If you were sent to another planet to investigate a similar case, wouldn't your first question be how many? And if you got widely repeated conflicting numbers--with no disputes--would you ever think that some truth-seeking process is nine years underway? It would have to be the planet of the apes--and unfortunately, it is!

In the discourse that surrounds this case, there has been a lot of aping and senseless duplication that amounts to a mountain of data but very little information. Public awareness is fundamentally an outcome of demanding and exercising the public right to know. The press in general, and the Libyan press in particular has failed to inform the public properly in this case. Yes, they provided a lot of data but they failed to seek genuine information on behalf of the public, and thus even the advocate press failed to anchor the case in the public consciousness. Otherwise, how can we characterize the publication of conflicting accounts by a news site that has an evident extensive connection with the victims' representatives? And how could a news editor publish conflicting numbers a hundred times without stopping once to ask loudly: What is the number and why don't we know it? There's a saying that no right is lost that has a claimant. Perhaps the converse is also true, that no right is earned without someone standing to claim it. What the numbers show more clearly than anything is the absence of a claim to the Libyan public right to know. There is no public demand for accuracy or even precision; there is only consumers of data. Maybe Libyan and Arab pundits should consider that part of the inequality when they compare and contemplate the value of citizens to their respective states.